Posted in Authentic Freedom, Divine Revelation, Mystics, Oneness with God, self-actualization

Stepping Out from Behind the Veil

It is easy to speak of our human ancestral heritage. I am proud of my Celtic and Viking ancestry and every other bit of human the DNA that makes up who I am.  It is more difficult, however, to speak of our celestial ancestry.  When we listen deeply and are open to others who have listened to our origins beyond the veil, we discover that our origins as humans reach far beyond the DNA of our parents to the DNA in the stars. What follows is my own reflection on my origins beyond the veil and how it has become relevant to my very human journey.  Perhaps in hearing these words, you will find your own light shining behind the veil.

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The end of an era – the end of my 3D human journey. Karma is done and has been paid, freed and forgiven.  Clear of the debris of 3D, I’m free for my true self to fully emerge – the Self that is Divine while dwelling in human flesh.  My true nature as a Sirian Starseed.

Having arrived as an envoy – many thousands of years ago to implant the earth with our Divine light, along with the codes of awakening. Dwelling first among the primitive human as gods, awakening them out of their purely instinctual nature.  We are the Tree of Knowledge from which they ate and their eyes were opened.  But, in their awakening, they turned away from the light and chose the darkness – eventually turning on us as the “cause of their pain.”  So they made war with us.  We decided not to “have that conversation in that way” and we “turned sideways into the light,” dwelling within and among humanity – for our seeds had already been planted within them – slowly, but surely awakening them to their full potential while we stood beside them – just on the other side of the veil.  Waiting.  Patiently waiting as we hold the humans in love – awaiting the day for the Great Awakening.

The Great Awakening is here – when enough of the sleeping human have awakened to their true Divine Selves and it is once again “safe” for us to step out from behind the light.

And this is what now steps out from within me. The Full Divine Light that I Am as a Sirian – an emissary of the Divine Light and the Divine Truth – where Love governs our experience and creation arises seamlessly and effortlessly out of this Love.  There, we love things into being and everything that we need to “Be the Love” that we are magically and effortlessly arrives in our hands.  We are supported because it is all we know as we are self-generating, self-sustaining, beings.  No longer limited by the false perception of separation of the 3D world.  Living in form, but a form that has now risen to the frequency of our original nature/vibration – the 5D and 6D vibration that we brought to this plane.  As humanity has expanded its vibration, so too did we – now emerging into the 13th dimension – providing the opportunity for humanity, one day, to do the same.

We are the Sirians – the Starseeds. The Source of our origin in conscious awareness and we are here to continue to support the human awakening.  And now we walk among you from within those who have crossed the bridge from separation into Oneness – those who have perfected the human vehicle such that our light might shine through.  No longer only human, but a human vehicle in which the Divine Self may be known – living and moving and having our being – in the same way that the fully Divine Being has lived among you in the beings you have named thus:

Jesus, Mohammed, Moses, the Dalai Lama, Amma, Yogananda, Anandamayima, Mary Magdalene, St. Francis and Clare, Babaji and Mataji, Sri Aurobindo and The Mother, Krishna and Radha, Melchizedek and Mother Anna, Mother Mary, John the Evangelist, Black Elk, the 13 Grandmothers…..the list goes on and on.

You are equal among them when you allow the full Divine human to emerge from within you – for this is what we came here to initiate within you and the seed of potential we planted within you all those thousands of years ago.

 

A message to all Starseeds:

It is now our time.

Time to step forth from the veil.

To emerge from behind the veil of separation consciousness

To be the love and light that we are –

Guiding humanity back to their original nature of awakened love.

No longer imprisoned by the perceived separation of 2D and 3D (duality) consciousness,

But living fully and unencumbered from the place of Unity

Where all are ONE in the LOVE that we are,

Love finding its unique expression in human form through us.

It is time to be this love – only this love,

Creating from and out of this love,

For the sake of and for the purpose of love,

Re-creating the earth in the image of our home –

A home made of love and for the purpose of love.

Let us be this love and in being this love,

Knowing that love is all there is.

 

 

Posted in Inspiration

Twin Flames and Soul Mates?

Everyday, several people arrive at my website seeking answers to questions about twin flames, soul mates, happily ever after.  Today, I want to respond to these questions directly….if for no other reason than perhaps to answer the question for myself.

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Once Upon a Dream

Somewhere around twelve years ago, I had a dream that changed my life.  The dream began atop a hill in the center of a circle of stones.  I found myself standing beside an ancient-looking man dressed in white – a druid priest I presumed.  He pointed me toward a path that led down the hill and into a village. “There is your heart’s desire,”  he said.  I went down the path into the village (it looked to be Elizabethan, and somewhere in Great Britain).  I assumed I would find myself at the doors of a church (to learn that my heart’s desire was God), but instead found myself standing before the door of a row house.  I opened the door and walked in, this was my home.  I entered into the house and there was a man crouched down repairing a chair.  He looked up at me with recognition, welcome and then, adoration.  He stood up, and welcomed me into his arms and we kissed.  In his embrace, I was home.  I felt peaceful, secure, fulfilled.  He was my beloved, my soul mate, my twin flame, my True One.  And then I woke up.

The Recognition of Love

What I found in that dream was LOVE.  For the first time in my life, I knew what relational love felt like, and that I was deserving of love and to know love like that.  And then, I began a 12 year journey that continues yet today, for dreams are tricky, you see.  At first, I believed I was being invited to find that kind of the love in the relationship I was in at the time of the dream.  When that search proved fruitless, I decided that perhaps the dream was inviting me to find that love in God.  I embarked on a passionate search for God and found support of this search through the Song of Songs in the Hebrew scripture, the modern day writings of Tessa Bieleki and the poetry of Rumi, Hafiz, Rilke and John of the Cross (to name a few).  When I felt sufficiently full of God’s love, I found that this was not enough.  I then turned that love toward myself.  I worked long and hard at not only embracing God’s love, but learning to know and be that love within myself and in the world.  The more I found myself rooted in God’s love and the more I came to love myself, the more I realized that the relationship I was in was not reflective of this love. After many twists and turns, that relationship came to a natural end and I turned once again to Divine and Self love.  As those loves grew deeper roots, I found myself again seeking the relational component to the manifestation of love, sometimes in a needy, co-dependent kind of way, but more often, quietly waiting and trusting that as I was being the love God had called me to be, that the love that matches my love would find its way into my life, all the while continuing to deepen my love of God and love of Self.

Twin Flames, Soul Mates, True Ones, Happily Ever After?

After all this twisting and turning in search for the answer to my dream, I find I am left with more questions than answers. What I believe I can say with some certitude, however, is that the dreams of twin flames, soul mates, true ones and happily ever after have nothing to do with finding someone to complete us.  Instead, the dreams of love that we all possess within our beings are

1) About God calling us home.

2) About being called home to ourselves.

3) About being the love we are called to be in the world and finding fulfillment through this being.

Then, when we are whole and complete within ourselves, we are free to love another freely and to enter into a conscious, loving, interdependent relationship that is rooted in mutual love and support, respect and co-creation.

Planted in Our Hearts

That being said, I also tend to believe that God plants within our hearts the knowledge of the person who will perfectly (or imperfectly….we are human after all) reflect this love. When we have done the work of showing up to ourselves, when we cease from striving, when we are finished with the needing, that person will show up (probably when and where we least expect it), and we will know them by a look in their eyes and in a recognition in our hearts.

 

Posted in God, Grace

I Am My Beloved’s

How are we being called to love God and to be loved in return?

Listen! My beloved!
   Look! Here he comes,
leaping across the mountains,
   bounding over the hills.
My beloved is like a gazelle or a young stag.
   Look! There he stands behind our wall,
gazing through the windows,
   peering through the lattice.
 My beloved spoke and said to me,
   “Arise, my darling,
   my beautiful one, come with me.
 See! The winter is past;
   the rains are over and gone.
 Flowers appear on the earth;
   the season of singing has come,
the cooing of doves
   is heard in our land.
The fig tree forms its early fruit;
   the blossoming vines spread their fragrance.
Arise, come, my darling;
   my beautiful one, come with me.

  My beloved is mine and I am his.”

Song of Songs

 

I’m a Freak

I do not expect anyone to comprehend or understand the way in which I have experienced the love of the Divine.  If I lived in India, I could say that I was a practitioner of Bhakti Yoga.  Indians understand the call to devotional practice, where we accept the invitation to believe that we are  the lover and the Divine our beloved.  In the Western world, if you try to express this, people just look at you crosseyed.  Well, look at me crosseyed if you will….but I love God….passionately, devotedly, overwhelmingly…..more importantly, I know and have experienced God’s love for me….and for all of creation.  I do not wave this around as a flag of my own accomplishment because quite frankly, I can only hold this as the overwhelming, profound, humbling gift that it is.  This experience of Divine love, I consider to be pure Grace – something that we receive not because we deserve it or because we prayed the right way or the appropriate number of times….it is simply gift – undeserved, unbidden, unearned.  Pure, Grace.  Neither can this experience truly be described….it is as if your heart is filled with a warm, bright light and expands beyond thought, beyond reason, beyond the universe and we are able to get a tiny glimpse into the heart of God and what we are able to see is a love beyond all love, beyond all imaginings, beyond any ideas of separation or judgment…certainly beyond any thought of sin or condemnation.  God is love, pure love, nothing less. 

But, there is something that makes me sad

This love of God is so far beyond what we can possibly imagine or ever experience in our human condition.  This is the love that Jesus spoke of….Teresa of Avila, Francis of Assisi, John of the Cross, Hildegard of Bingen, Rumi, Hafiz, Rilke, Yogananda, and  all the Indian masters.  So if this love of God is so magnificent…..why are we still talking about punishment, condemnation, sin, judgment, etc. etc. etc.  This makes me so sad.  How can one get across to a fearful world that God loves….PERIOD…..and that this love does not have to be earned, neither can it be taken away.  God loves….God is love…..love is God.  And……not only does God love…..but God wants nothing more for us than to know this love.  This is why I LOVE LOVE LOVE the book from the Hebrew scriptures, Song of Songs.  There is absolutely NOTHING else that expresses the passionate love of God for us and the invitation for us to love God in return with a passion that might even be considered erotic!!!!   In this poem, we are invited to recognize that we are God’s beloved and to accept the invitation to be God’s lover in return.  Scandalous, I know!  😉 

Still a Freak

So, I’m still a freak.  I love God and enjoy with a bliss beyond all bliss the way that God loves me….more importantly, the way that God loves all of humanity, all of creation.  I see the love.  I feel the love…..and I know I am the love.  In my world, there is absolutely nothing better than sitting in meditation and feeling this love, giving honor to this love through my yoga practice, observing this love move through me as I share my gifts with others.  And, there is nothing worse than the moments I feel absent of this love….but it is during those moments of perceived absence that I find comfort in knowing, “I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine.”

 

How have you experienced God’s love in your life?

How are you being invited to perceive and realize this love more fully?

 

Lauri Lumby

Authentic Freedom Ministries

http://yourspiritualtruth.com

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Happy Holidays and Hiatus

I will be on vacation starting today and taking a hiatus from blogging.  I wish you blessings of peace and abundant joy this holiday season and into the new year and I invite us all to reflect on how we are being called to birth Divine love and light into this world. A Very Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays from Authentic Freedom Ministries/Your Spiritual Truth.   (I’ll be back on January 3, 2011 with more blogging!  See you then!)

 

 

Lauri Lumby

Authentic Freedom Ministries/YourSpiritualTruth

http://yourspiritualtruth.com