If these past two weeks in the void (since the Equinox) have been a doozie for you….you are not alone! I know for myself (and many of my colleagues, co-hearts and peers – especially those in the Ascension, 3D, 5D communities) it has been a time of NOTHING. (see more about the VOID in Monday’s post HERE) For me this has manifested as complete lack of motivation or interest in ANYTHING. Even the things that usually nourish and inspire me (reading, writing, music, movies, nature) have fallen flat. Speaking of flat – has anyone else been FLATTENED by this time? EXHAUSTED….needing to sleep….not feeling rested after sleep…even symptoms akin to depression? Many are also complaining of increased anxiety at this time as we wait for we know not what (See Aimee Hohn’s post about the anxiety of potentiality!)!
Inadvertently, while wallowing under the heavy weight of the VOID, I may have found the key to finding our way out. The key – it seems – is CHOOSING WHAT WE WANT. Last night, ticked off at all the “restrictions” I had placed on myself and the universe seems to have placed on me, I chose something that I wanted instead of what the voices in my head said I “should” choose. For the first time since entering the void, I had a good night sleep. I feel rested. My brain is not filled with sludge. I feel like myself. I even have a bit of creative energy back. (I’m writing this blog, aren’t I?) Buoyed by this revelation, I sat down and wrote a list of what I want for myself as we move through the void into the new life that is waiting for us – right around the corner (no coincidence that this void to birthing time coincides with EASTER)! Here is my list…..now go and write yours!
I want LOVE – BIG LOVE
Soulmate, Twin Flame, True One, Beloved LOVE
Love that sweeps me off my feet, love that is REAL, healthy, interdependent,
Partnership LOVE – mutually honoring, supportive, sacred LOVE.
I want JOY. Joy and enjoyment.
A life that feels like play because it’s fun and my work is fun.
Work that is joyful, fulfilling and fun so much so that it feels like I’m getting paid to do nothing.
People coming to me in search of my gifts because I’m dang good at what I do and people know it.
I want money – BIG money
Not just for my own enjoyment, but so that I may help others.
Creating a beautiful, fun, and sacred home for myself and my family.
A home that is mine (ours).
To support my children’s education and the education of others.
A cabin in the woods.
Money and time to enjoy and support the arts – theatre, symphony, the ballet, museums – and someone to share it with.
Good health – of course!
I want time for solitude and quiet –
To be with my God
To be with myself
To be with nature
To be with my Beloved
To be with those I love
There’s my list (for now)…….now go write yours!