In our quest to be rational, independent, self-sufficient human beings, there is one thing we continue to forget: WE ARE NOT ALONE! We are not alone. And, we cannot do it alone. When we believe otherwise, we are suffering from the compulsion of pride. Forgetting the central truth of the human experience – we allow … Read moreWhen All Else Fails…..Ask for Help!
Every day as part of my morning ritual, I pull one card from my Gnostic Tarot of the Saints deck (Robert M. Place 2001). For the past three mornings, I have pulled the Death card. While the appearance of this card might strike fear in the hearts of many, I find the Death card … Read moreBig Endings Lead to Big Beginnings
A week ago Tuesday, I awoke to the voice of (I’m not sure who – Spirit, The Mother, God, My Higher Self) speaking these words to me: Say Goodbye. How appropriate these words are as I face the end of an era. The life as I have known it has drawn to a close and … Read moreSaying Goodbye
First of all, a huge thank you to all who responded to my blog yesterday, “My Watch is Ended.” Thank you for understanding that my words are always more dire than my reality. Yeah….things are hard right now. Yes, I’m tired. I might even be a little depressed. (ok, maybe a lot!) Dark Night of … Read moreThe Girl is No One
“Night gathers, and now my watch begins. It shall not end until my death. I shall take no wife, hold no lands, father no children. I shall wear no crowns and win no glory. I shall live and die at my post. I am the sword in the darkness. I am the watcher on the … Read moreMy Watch is Ended
Today’s blog is a deeply personal sharing of a spiritual practice that I have been invited into. It is a practice that has been whispering in my ear for the past several months and only now am I able and willing to accept it. (Of course I was only willing after being brought to my … Read moreOnly God – The Practice of Radical Self-Reliance
In saying the God doesn’t care and asking the question, “then why do we?” (Read part I HERE), I am speaking about a specific kind of caring. I’m not referring to the caring and loving acts we demonstrate or show towards others. I am also not talking about the proper concern we have for our … Read moreGod Doesn’t Care Part II
A quick heads up: This blog may trigger you in the area of your attachments. Please be patient and read through to the end….I promise there’s a happy ending! Out beyond ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing there is a field… I’ll meet you there. – Rumi Detachment is perhaps one of the greatest skills we … Read moreGod Doesn’t Care – So Why Do We?
In this current stage of our consciousness evolution, we are “enjoying” a void state. For many, myself included, nothing seems to be happening. It feels as if the universe pressed the PAUSE button and sequestered all awakened beings in a state of suspension where we await the death of our old world and the birth … Read moreIn the Void, Now is All There Is
The universe as I have known it is collapsing. Everything around me that has defined my life; that has been the container for my life; that has been the vehicle for my life and provided structure, routine, and even a livelihood is falling away. This is a process that began in 2015 and continues. I … Read moreWhat Do You Do When Your Universe is Collapsing?