A friend recently shared something on Facebook about the 12 signs of the Zodiac and our purpose in 2020. The message for my sign of Capricorn said something like this:
Accomplishing the mission of your Soul and showing others how to do the same.
BOOM! As I find myself at the place of choosing and committing myself to embracing the calling of my Soul to live a monastic-styled life, this is exactly what I feel like I am doing.
I did it. I got here. After nearly 55 years, I feel like I am home. I feel at home within myself and I feel at home within the rhythm and movement of my own style of monasticism. I feel content and whole after shedding myself of the fears, false perceptions and societal conditioning that stood in the way of my own inner arrival. I doggedly, persistently and tenaciously followed the yearning of my Soul and in doing so, I have found my way home.
I am absolutely certain that I am not the only one who shares this longing. It may in fact be the universal longing. Yet few follow the promptings, let alone follow its pursuit. Fewer still have the resources or tools for helping them get there. This is where I come in. As I have discovered, the journey to our Soul’s fulfillment is really as simple as choice. But choice, as we all know, is not so simple. In order to choose we must:
- Know what we want (actually, not what WE want, but what our Soul wants).
- Identify and move through every single resistance to living that truth.
- Heal the wounds and overcome the past conditioning that says we “can’t” live that truth.
And we must do this over and over and over and over again.
Piece by piece, step by step, we have to peel back the layers of resistance, fear, attachment, societal conditioning, etc. that stand in the way of us living our truth. Understanding what our Soul wants is a journey in an of itself. But that is nothing compared to the number one reason people either choose not to or quit this journey:
Because of what they might have to GIVE UP!
I can’t tell you how many people enthusiastically enter this journey toward their truth only to run the other way at the first sign of having to give something up. I can’t really blame them. I know what I have given up on this journey and it hasn’t been easy:
- A marriage.
- My church.
- The promises of fame.
- A Steady income.
- The home in which I was comfortable.
- A Retirement fund.
- The Western idea of success.
Embarking on the journey of our Soul is never an easy one and it has absolutely NOTHING to do with any pop culture “Secret,” “Law of Attraction,” or “The Color of Your Parachute.” (Have you noticed how Eckhart Tolle is no longer one of Oprah’s gurus of the week……I wonder why????? ? ? ? ) The journey to our Soul does not guarantee riches, fame or the Western idea of success. The purpose of our Soul is not necessarily something that can be commoditized, neither will we necessarily make a living doing it (GASP!!!!!).
The journey to our Soul has nothing to do with anything “out there” and everything to do with what is “In HERE.” For each person in each lifetime, the Soul has specific needs and wants and this varies from person to person. For me it is quite specific and is reflective of my INFJ (Myers-Briggs) personality and Enneagram Type 1 temperament. It is also related to my passion, my interests and reflective of my unique giftedness. It is also reflective of my Catholic upbringing and my Irish ancestry and temperament. Your Soul’s desires will be similarly unique to you and reflective of who you are an where you’ve been. While you may not be drawn to an interior, introverted, quiet, private yet transparent monastic life, your Soul will (and already is) guiding you to the place within you that feels like home.
The good news is that you do not need to do this journey alone. I am forever grateful for the resources that came to me in support of my own journey “Home.” I have then taken these resources and put them into a format that others can use and apply in their own journey. Additionally, I am available as a one-on-one guide should you need one. And there is always our online community – a gathering of women and men who have made a similar commitment to their Soul’s calling and who are finding encouragement and support from their sisters and brothers on the journey.
If you are looking for support in the journey of your Soul, check out all the resources Authentic Freedom provides! All are welcome here.