Today’s blog continues the conversation on World Changes…..the end of 2012 and the beginning of a New World.
“But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun will be darkened and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will be falling from heaven, and the powers that are in the heavens will be shaken. Then they will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory. And then He will send forth the angels, and will gather together His elect from the four winds, from the farthest end of the earth to the farthest end of heaven.”
Mark 13: 24-27
Are We Done Yet?
For many, 2012 has been a year of PURGING, RELEASING, dying to all the things we thought we knew about ourselves and all the things we hoped to achieve in this life. It has been a year ripe with trials and tribultions. With every excruciating release, we are left to wonder, “Are we done yet?” At the risk of initiating the other shoe…..my sense (and the sense of others writing on this topic) is that we are nearing the end….and the approaching end is experienced as a kind of quiet anticipation….quiet because it feels as if there is nothing left to lose…..and anticipation of WE KNOW NOT WHAT….
When there is nothing left to lose
Having shed everything that we have clung to…..thoughts of who we are, who we are supposed to be, the contributions we hoped to offer to the world, the dreams that have propelled us forward, the visions that have provided inspiration, we find that there is nothing else to hang on to. When there is nothing to hang on to….nothing to plan for….dream about….we have no choice but to BE present to the current moment, to RECEIVE whatever shows up, to ACCEPT what we are given and to SURRENDER to where life is taking us. When we are without a map, absent itineraries or agendas, we have no choice but to follow where the Universe will lead us and we do so willingly…..or at the very least…..with resignation. “Fine…..I’ll go where you take me because I have no idea what else to do in this time of VAST EMPTINESS.” And so we go.
In the Waiting
Or….we wait. For some, the glimmerings of the New World, their New Life, have begun to present themselves…..but for many, if not most……we wait. We say yes to what shows up in the moment, and the rest of the time….we wait. It feels a little like LIMBO (or Purgatory!)….as if we are stranded in a place in between, where much of the old has passed away and the new has not yet revealed itself. And we BREATHE….paying each bill with our eyes closed hoping the money will be there to cover that expense…..handing our credit cards over to be swiped, trusting the money will someday be there to pay down the debt. By the skin of our teeth…we wait. Trusting that all the purging has taken place for a reason and that the reason has just not yet made itself known. Following the strings and strands of opportunities, believing they are leading us SOMEWHERE ….but exactly where….we do not yet know.
The Hope and THE CHOICE
While for many 2012 has been a year of excruciating release, it is not a time devoid of hope. It is this hope that has kept us moving….crawling perhaps…but moving nonetheless. And the hope is in what the ancients have promised…..that this would be a time of GREAT REBIRTH….a potent time in the evolution of humankind where we have an opportunity to move from duality to ONENESS…..to release our attachment to fear and judgment and to live from a place of LOVE. And while many will call me a “pie in the sky optimist,” I believe that this is true…..but more importantly….I CHOOSE for this to be true. Because, at the end of the day….this is exactly what it is about: CHOICE. Each and every moment of each and every day we have the opportunity to CHOOSE how we live our lives……do we allow our fears to control us, or search for the love in the midst of our unfolding life? Whether we adhere to the Mayan prophecies, subscribe to the AGE of AQUARIUS, consume the red pill, are awaiting the Rapture…or are just plain ME…….the choice remains. WE DECIDE if we want to live in the NEW WORLD and create a world from love…..or remain attached to our fears and stranded in their resulting suffering. And here is the simple way in which it works:
CHOOSE FEAR…..remain in Hell
CHOOSE LOVE…….LIVE in the NEW WORLD (which is created by our very choice!)
I, for one am choosing love. What is your choice?