Taking a journey based solely on faith makes us wonder if we have lost our minds or if the gods must be crazy!
Brothers and sisters:
Faith is the realization of what is hoped for
and evidence of things not seen.
Because of it the ancients were well attested.
By faith Abraham obeyed when he was called to go out to a place
that he was to receive as an inheritance;
he went out, not knowing where he was to go.
Today, I am taking another step on a journey that can only be described as based solely on faith and faith alone. This weekend, I am attending Kirtan camp, led by internationally renowned Kirtan artist and musician, Ragani. http://www.raganiworld.com/ Kirtan is the practice of sacred chant from the Hindu and Yogic traditions, specifically Bhakti yoga. I first discovered Kirtan through the yoga classes I attend at Inner Sun Yoga in Oshkosh http://www.innersunyogastudio.com/ and then had the opportunity to attend professional Kirtan events led by such names as Krishna Das, Durga Das, Wah! and Ragani. The practice of Kirtan spoke to something deep in my soul and when I found myself at each and every event moved to tears, I knew that there was something in Kirtan for me. I cannot explain why singing words I do not understand and can barely pronounce has had such a profound impact on me, I just know that it has. Then at some point in my experience of Kirtan, I found myself desiring to learn more and in that desire, the idea of possibly leading and hosting Kirtan events locally. Have I lost my mind or am I simply pursuing the unmet childhood dream to grow up and be Stevie Nicks?
Here is where the journey of faith comes in. I am not a professional musician, nor do I have any qualifications to call myself anything other than a hack musician. I studied piano for 10+ years and sang in school and church choirs, but my piano talents are only fair and my singing pretty average. Add to this two past traumas with performance anxiety and I am the last person who should even be thinking about leading or facilitating Kirtan. But there it is…..something is compelling me to attend Kirtan camp with the idea of holding local Kirtan events sometime in the future. I don’t think I have lost my mind, but the Gods must be crazy!
In each of our journeys, there are times when ideas, inspirations, visions, invitations show up that seem to make no sense at all, and yet we are compelled to follow those dreams. Perhaps we are compelled to quit our job, end a relationship, pursue education, embark upon a new stage of learning. Sometimes these visions show up with nothing to back it up, but faith. Faith is what compels us to follow these ideas even in the absence of logic, evidence or proof. This is when all we can do is step into the journey and trust that the gods know what they are doing – even risking ridicule, rejection or even failure. This is where I step as I enter into this weekend of Kirtan camp and all I can do is follow the trail to where – I do not yet know….but follow it I will.
This weekend, I invite you to reflect on your own journey of faith. What are the inspirations, dreams, visions you feel compelled to follow based solely on faith and faith alone? Enjoy the ride!
To see a clip of Ragani’s Kirtan: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GkVsyIay-g
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